Lost Around

Lost around so many people who gonna show their face

Lost around so-called engagement for the fuckin' days

Lost around anxiety, depression most high

Lost around unity, which don't want my reply

Lost around wide dress turned into a metered dress

Lost around diss tracks just after the double-face

Lost around "wish me on that day" in "let them guess"

Lost around FaceTime for the time is fuckin' face

I been orbitin' silence, trustin' all the wrong stars

Gave my light to shadows, now I’m countin’ the scars

They talk love, but vanish when the flame hits the dark

Say "I'm proud of you" — but where were they at the start?

Kept receipts in my mind, all the words that they sold

All that “check in” energy gone when I fold

Now I’m ghostin’ the ghosts, cuttin’ ties with the mold

If love’s a contract, I burned that bitch cold

They want pain for free, but won’t pay respect

Scroll past my breakdowns, then double-tap my flex

I’m too deep for a tweet, too real for the ‘Gram

If I said what I feel, they’d say “who does he think I am?”

Lost around so many people who gonna show their face

Lost around so-called engagement for the fuckin' days

Lost around anxiety, depression most high

Lost around unity, which don't want my reply

Lost around wide dress turned into a metered dress

Lost around diss tracks just after the double-face

Lost around "wish me on that day" in "let them guess"

Lost around FaceTime for the time is fuckin' face

Now I don't pray for unity, I bleed for it in bars

Watchin’ kindness flatline while we fight over scars

We post peace signs, then leave hearts on war

I see more lies in love than I do in warlords

They told me I’m “too much,” but I ain’t ever been enough

For a world that worships plastic, and buries what’s tough

So I spit with no mask, raw like my veins

They think growth means healing — nah, I honor my pain

All these circles I left felt more like cages

All these likes I got? Came with hidden wages

My trauma’s not a trend, it’s a tomb I escaped

And if success means fake, I’d rather stay brave

No names in my verses, just sins in my ink

If you feel attacked, maybe pause — maybe think

I ain’t calling you out, I’m calling you in

To see the mirror you’ve cracked just to cover your skin

Lost around so many people who gonna show their face

Lost around so-called engagement for the fuckin' days

Lost around anxiety, depression most high

Lost around unity, which don't want my reply

Lost around wide dress turned into a metered dress

Lost around diss tracks just after the double-face

Lost around "wish me on that day" in "let them guess"

Lost around FaceTime for the time is fuckin' face