hurt?

Hurt don’t yell, it whispers low

Sits in rooms where no one go

Wears your name, but speaks in fear

Looks like you, but ain’t sincere

I laugh too loud when i feel too much

Turn pain to jokes 'cause i can’t do trust

Say “i’m good,” then stare at walls

My phone don’t ring, but my hope still calls

I miss myself from a time i lost

Back when love had no cost

Back when joy wasn’t dressed in guilt

And every hug ain’t feel rebuilt

I got scars i name like songs

Play 'em back when i’m alone too long

Some days i float, some days i sink

Most days i don’t even think

People ask but don’t wait for replies

Say “heal,” then flinch when i cry

I tried to bury what broke me first

But truth? i think i love my hurt

Hurt?