SCAR!

Mind on a treadmill, thoughts doing sprints

Counting my losses like overdue rents

Smiles feel rented, pain’s permanent ink

I talk to the void, it nods and it blinks

Faith in my pocket got holes from the past

Dreams in the trunk but I’m driving too fast

Everybody’s loud but nobody’s real

They want the highlight, not how I feel

I tried being calm, I tried being kind

Tried reading the signs, they’re written in grime

If this is the game, I’m tired of rules

I sharpen my words, let them cut like tools

I'll breaking, I end broken if

If someone couldn't give a tip

I'll break mine, if I got a flip

If I break the world, will it get a RIP?

Pressure on pressure, it stacks like debt

Smile for the camera, swallow regret

They say “be patient” like time’s a friend

But time’s been ghosting me since back then

I built my spine from the days I bent

Turned all my “sorry” into cement

If chaos knocks, I let it in

At least it’s honest, at least it’s kin

Yeah, I’m stitched from scars, not sympathy

If I fall apart, that’s chemistry

World keeps spinning like it’s a joke

But every punchline’s starting to choke

If I shatter, don’t sweep me away

Let the cracks spell what I couldn’t say

I’m not evil, I’m overexposed

A soul on fire, poorly composed

If the sky falls, blame the weight

Not the hands that tried to hold the plate

I'll breaking, I end broken if

If someone couldn't give a tip

I'll break mine, if I got a flip

If I break the world, will it get a RIP?

If silence screams, I’ll answer back

If hope’s a lie, I’ll learn the act

This isn’t a threat, it’s a plea

If the world breaks, remember me