Curse

They said this life was meant for me

Bright lights fall like prophecy

Every door opened at my feet

But every gift came with a fee

I felt the change before the fall

Whispers crawling through the walls

Every smile hiding teeth

Every promise underneath

Something calling from below

Something only I would know

Every step the air got cold

Every dream was bought and sold

This is not a blessing now

This is something I allow

This is something I allow

Every breath a heavy chain

Every win comes back with pain

Every win comes back with pain

I see shadows wear my face

Moving at a different pace

Moving at a different pace

Every mirror tells me lies

I remember who I was

Before the noise before because

Before the name became a brand

Before the curse touched my hands

Now the night dont let me rest

Every voice inside my chest

Telling me I went too far

Telling me this is who you are

This is the price of being seen

Living out somebody dream

Every crown is lined with thorns

Every king is slowly torn

I tried to run but stayed the same

Every road led to my name

Every prayer fell unheard

Every silence said the word

This is not the life I chose

This is something that arose

Every breath feels rehearsed

I dont know what came first

Was it me or was it this

Was it pain or was it bliss

All I know I cant reverse

Everything became the curse