god?

I been talkin’ to the ceiling

Like it’s holy

Askin’ why i feel so heavy

If i’m growin’ slowly

They said you watch

They said you see

But i been breakin’ quietly

While no one looks at me

Are you in the silence

Or am i just afraid?

Are you the one i’m runnin’ from

Or who i need to stay?

They told me faith was gold

But all i got is rust

They told me you were near

But i still don’t know who to trust

If you’re out there

Do you hear this verse?

Do you see the lines

That came out cursed?

Do you know i tried

To love, to be

To breathe, to bleed

And still believe?

Or maybe

You’re not above

Maybe you’re just

What we call love

Maybe you left

Or maybe you’re me

God?