alone?

I said “i’m fine”

And nobody asked twice

Funny how the loudest pain

Never sounds right

Room full of names

But my voice don’t fit

Love in the chat

But i still quit

I call my own phone just to test the sound

No ring, just air

Guess that’s where i’m found

Been holdin’ my hand like it’s someone else’s

Sayin’ “you got this” to a mirror that melts

Do i like silence

Or did it pick me?

Do i keep people out

Or do they just leave?

I don’t know when it got like this

But the stars don’t speak

And the night don’t miss

Maybe alone ain’t a place, it’s a question

Maybe i’m not broken

Just a slow confession

Alone?