DIAMOND!

Midnight thoughts, neon mind

Heart cold, but the vision divine

Talk slick, walk alone

Built this voice from cracked-back bones

I came up with a pen and a headache

Dreams heavy, pockets on delay

They smile when they see me stumble

But I’m allergic to pity, I don’t pray

Everybody talking like they know me

Same mouths never fed my pain

I learned quick: love is rented

And respect comes late with fame

They want a hero, I want silence

They want truth, I want time

If I sound bitter, it’s survival

If I’m cold, that’s by design

I don’t trust the shine, I trust the grind

Everybody fake when the lights align

If I fall once, I rise twice

This heart learned pressure makes diamonds

Say my name with hate or love

Either way, I’m climbing above

I was born in the middle of doubt

Now I’m standing in the fire, uncut

I don’t trust the shine, I trust the grind

Everybody fake when the lights align

If I fall once, I rise twice

Doubt finding, I'm on the fire, uncut

When a girl gives me a million cash

I don't give a fuck of her, I do keep her on the trash

I know what is her need, I don't look at her ass

I think she thought me a big, a true bullshit badass

I think you're killing the boys with your fucking smile

I think I too gonna weed, I think I too gonna shine

I need government help, I need case a file

When I'll did it, I think gonna it'll be a fine

And you've stood by me with a better gotten argue

I think that you ain't smart, you're back at IQ

You've ever started thinking about fuck you

Why I gonna change it, why I gonna love you?

I don’t trust the shine, I trust the grind

Everybody fake when the lights align

If I fall once, I rise twice

This heart learned pressure makes diamonds

Say my name with hate or love

Either way, I’m climbing above

I was born in the middle of doubt

Now I’m standing in the fire, uncut

I don’t trust the shine, I trust the grind

Everybody fake when the lights align

If I fall once, I rise twice

This heart learned pressure makes diamonds

Say my name with hate or love

Either way, I’m climbing above

I was born in the middle of doubt

Now I’m standing in the fire, uncut

Maybe I’m rough, maybe I’m wrong

But I survived nights too long

If I sound sharp, blame the scars

I learned peace don’t come soft or calm

They want change, I want truth

I won’t bend just to be approved

If loving me costs your comfort

Then yeah, walk away, you should

No halo, no crown

Just a voice that won’t back down

If you felt this, it’s yours too

Some of us don’t heal, we power through